I’m just gonna stop trying so hard at anything outside of school…
Everything I do or did want just ends up stonewalling me…
I’m not gonna let that happen to me anymore.
I refuse to desire anyone or anything.
If someone wants me congrats, we’ll see how I feel.
I want a job, I’ll apply to a bunch of places and see who wants me.
Not gonna set my heart out on anything to get it stomped on and thrown back in my face….
Can’t take it anymore.